Saturday, November 01, 2008

Well things sure are going good. Well mostly. I mean i am completely in love and in know she is too. We still spend time together, but something scares me. And in a word i can't place my finger on it. But i can describe it. She used to text me and think of me often. Now i know she doesn't text me often and i think she thinks of me less. She used to want to always spend the night and couldn't. Now she doesn't spend a lot of nights over though she can. Things felt right with her. And i suppose they still do, but something feels at the same time a little off. At first i thought it was self doubt. Then i thought it was the fact that she said she had feeling for another guy(upon which she repeatedly told me she wouldn't ever do anything with and that she still wants to marry me). I am suppose i am just scared... I need a hug, and a comforting voice.