All in

Well i suppose i am all in. And I'm scared. Like someone playing poker i have placed all my chips in and i think i have one hell of a hand, but no ones called to see yet. I'm crazy about her. Completely nuts! But I am so terrified that i will loss and get hurt that it's consuming my thoughts. I know she wants to marry me one day, which I am so so excited about. But by being so excited i am also really quite terrified. I mean ya i got straight flush, maybe even a Royal. But what if i am still beaten? What if i loss? I suppose i am just being insecure. I should probably just suck it up. But i what if that look did mean something? What if i really am in trouble. ITs almost to see and i just want to close my eyes. Oh please God help me.