Oh shit... This can't be good

So heres my problem. I can't seem to get her out of my head. All i seem to do is think about her. Can we say obsessing a much? I have had two dates and they where great. Then she canceled our third cause she was/is sick. But all i can do is think about her. When i wake up my first thought about her. When i fall asleep she's what i think about, and when i'm sleeping she's what I dream about. I don't know what to do! We have kissed a few times, and i have really enjoyed it. We have talked and though I don't know even know half as much about music as she does i really enjoy talking to her. I have promised my self i would never date a born again Christian and yet here i am... Obsessing over one. I know i might not get to make love to her ever, and even if i do it might not be until/if we marry, but still, i can't seem to think about any other girl in that sense. All i want to do is talk to her, be with her, cuddle with her, kiss her, and hear her voice. But this can't be good. Cause i highly doubt she is as much of a fool as I am.

ok. So i went n a date with a girl and i should have been more wary then i was... then i am. She's a born again Christian, something i was never going to date again. And yet. The date was great. She can make me laugh, smile so much me cheeks hurt, have an converstation that can be both intelegent and insightfull. And when we kissed, well i have never been kissed that way. It was... Beautiful.