ok... so it has been a while... i wish i had some poems to post but alas not... A girl, a very special girl, a girl who was kind enough to love me had yet again been hurt... by me... I cheated on someone once more.... I suppose the whole saying once a cheater always a cheater rings true. I never intended this to happen, and i certainly never wanted to lie about it, but i did. Now we both cry into our lonely pillows and curse me. I just wish there was something i could do to make her feel better... not to get her back cause thats WAY to much to hope for... just to make her feel better.