thoughts admist my midnight puff

Smoking again its true,
These bad habits I induldge and its a shame,
Cause they just remind me of you,
And all the mis directed blame.

I admit i do think of you daily,
And still its only on you I can write,
I have had many nights spent gaily,
With someone as we stayed out of lights sight.

And yet its you who i crave.
You who owns me,
Only you can behave,
In a way that I long again to see.