Monday, January 21, 2008

It's weird. I mean I have been in and out of relationships at a rate that would make most people call me a man whore. And then I met this girl. A great girl. i feel so happy when i am around her... And when i would normally feel frustrated I actually feel mostly happy, and enjoying myself. But heres the problem, I feel so heartbroken when she's not around or when i go for more then 24 hours without talking to her... It's quite sad actually. I mean, you would think that a guy who has dated so many people in such a short period of time, one who has felt the closeness of so many women and has heard so many people say the words "I love you" (even if they really don't mean it), and yet I still cope with these pathetic feelings... I mean if I had been dating her for a few months I can KINDA see where that would be coming from, but hell I have only had like 3 maybe 4 dates with the girl! And yet I look down to see if she has text messaged me about every 20 minutes! It makes no sense to me............ The other day she came through screening, she was heading to Vancouver. Now she knew that I was there, and that I had just seen her walk through... And when she walked away she didn't look back towards me.... I know, cause I was on brake and was watching to see if she was going to beep with her heals on... which she did....like I said she would. And yet I know she likes me.... Or I think she does... I presume she does.... O well... maybe I am just being paranoid and am over thinking the situation... as usual.

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