im sick...arg... i hate being sick... but i did write some more... i just need to enter it into here... o well... i think i have a problem.. i feel like i am LOOKING for reasons not to persue a relationship in certain women... i am not sure why, but i do have a couple of guesses. the biggest one being that i might, and might is the key word, be afraid to be hurt, and so though i don't want to be alone i look for reason to BE alone... oh well.. i suppose this just means more conteplations in the wee hours of the morning...
posted by Poetic_bum at 8:33 p.m.
2 Comments:
couldn't you just date a little while before getting too serious (...or do people not do that anymore??)...that way you won't let her know that you're too invested and it will save you some potential hurt...then when you feel more comfortable about trusting her you can get closer ...or if you still feel nervous, then she's not right for you.
(feel better!)
no no that's what is going on...My problem is that it seems to me that i am LOOKING for things wrong with her already, and nothing is even serious... I am not sure but to me that isn't right either...
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