Toubling thoughts..
So my brother-in-law told me I have a drinking problem today. This was the first time anyone ever said this and left no room for argument. I'm not sure what to think about it. I know I drink for the "wrong" reasons, but at the same time, it's not ruining my life, and I hardly ever get drunk. Never the less. It scares me. I thought at one time that I had dealt with this problem, but it looks like it has resurfaced again. I don't know if this is a alcoholics excuse but if things where a bit different I think I could deal with it. As it is, at this current time, I can not. I spend the better part of my day thinking about the reasons why I do drink. Not saying that I am thinking of drinking at those times, but simply thinking of the reasons that make me WANT to drink. To forget, not to feel, and give me inspiration.
posted by Poetic_bum at 8:39 p.m.
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There are lots of on-line tools to help you identify the nature of the problem and appropriate measures to take. Check out this Alcoholism Test and see where you score. But it's only effective if you're honest with yourself.
http://depression.about.com/od/screeningtools/l/blmast.htm
Thanks I did, and I got a 5. Which means I am in danger of becoming an alchalic, but am not one as of yet... Atleast I don't think.... I am sure I am fine... I am going on no booze for a while. I am not an alchalolic... I just like to drink. Sometimes for bad reasons.
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