Until I forget

I long for our golden time,
Of love and sharing our joy,
But you lost the love,
And all there is left is this pain of mine.
The feelings of being a gullible boy,

I believe as I believe in God above,
That we both meant no ill will,
And that you where trying to keep me from pain,
But you must know that that could not be the case,
And now we must pay loves bill.

So it's come to this, and now it's again the same.
I life of strife and of loss face,
With no part left of me to kill,
So I will be forever a lover and loose,
Until I can loose no more.
Then my heart will be as thick as lead.

But until then through the use of booze,
You I will forget, until I am dead to the core,
And I can finally sleep when I must go to bed.