Meh... just some sad thoughts i had to get out.

I throw my cigar butt away, and the ambers scatter in the night,
I feel to much pain, I feel to much like home,
And though I try and try as I might,
I just can't dig it out of my bones.

To feel all alone,
To feel left out.
To attone,
And to have only doubts.
This is me,
And so I wait
In a hope to see,
If one day, I will have a date.