Ramble

Ok. So I need top figure out what would make me happy living here. Friends yes that would help. My own room, and not just a unfinished basement. Definitly. Someone who I can love, and ACTUALY be loved back by. Someone who will not out of no where say "hey. I need a brake". Absolutly. So aguess I know what I need to be happy here. I just have to figure out a way to get them. OK room I can't do anything about other then help out more and wait. Cause we need to finish a barn and another room BEFORE mine. The girl to love? I know, I know, just wait. I'm young and so forth and such. But the friends? How do I get more friends I can hang out with. I don't live in town. I HATE dance clubs. And unless I am in the right place, I can't just go out and meet people. So what? Do I just kinda go on with it. The people I work with are ok and all, but they don't really strike me as people I could get along with outside of work. I'm not looking for an answer I just needed to write it all down.